oks guys.. this is kinda scary.. and i think this is more effective then sending a mass email out.. but here ya goes...

Imagine:

You walk across the parking lot, unlock your car and get inside.
Then you lock all your doors, start the engine and shift into REVERSE.

Habit!

You look into the rear-view window to back out of your parking space and you notice a piece of paper, some sort of advertisement stuck to your rear window.

So, you shift! into PARK, unlock your doors and jump out of your vehicle to remove that paper (or whatever it is) that is obstructing your view... when you reach the back of your car, that is when the car-jackers jump out of no where ... jump into your car and take off -- your engine was running, your purse, your packages, your tools, etc., is/are in the car, and they practically mow you down as they speed off in your car.

BE AWARE OF THIS NEW SCHEME

Just drive away and remove the paper that is stuck to your window later, and be thankful that you read this email and that you forwarded it to your friends!

Regards/Respects;
Greg Lai
Secretary
Mississauga Fire Fighters Association
Local 1212, IAFF

*shudders* some scary nasty world we have.. so please, please, PLEASE be safe guys!!! if something happened to any of you... i wouldnt be doing so well... lets just say....

oks.. so i was SOO fustrated with blogger yesterday... cuz it wouldnt post my post...and i was like URGH. but its weird cuz its back today.. so im like hmm..... hahaha... anways...

omg.. last nite? this HUGE centipede decided that it was going to watch tv with us... yeah... apparnetly i was screaming too much for the centipede to not watch the game.. haha.. but it was nice.... to watch a game with my daddy.. i havent done that in SOO long! haha..anyways... that bug? EWWW!!!!!!!!! you know why? 1. it was HUGE... like HUGE!!!!! even my mommy wouldnt go near it.... but its ok.. my daddy and my brother killed it.. hahaha.... er... more like my dad sprayed it with bug spray while my brother got the vacuum.... so yeah... i dun really wanna know where it is rite now... so we'll just assume that its dead... hahaha... cuz yeah.. me and bugs? dun do well. hahaha.

ooh!! whose got a copy of the game last nite? that goal by sundin? PRICELESS!!!!! rite gurls? haha... oh boy..oks someone hasta get some work done.. haha..

oks. so as promised. what i learnt this Easter... well.. Easter was just the climax of my learning... of this learning period... in which i've learnt TONS.. as im sure some of you who ask me will know. and those that dont ask? well you can find out now. haha..

for one, i learnt how deep the fathers love truely is. from watching passion, and watching the heart of Jesus' mother just break, to know a mothers love, to watching him being seperated from God and Gods love, for the benefit of us, thats just amazing. one thing that Dr. Lam said that truely awestrucked me (is that even a word??) was this:

Jesus summerized God's love, such that he took ALL our sins and paid them painfully. He willingly seperated from God so that WE could be with God.

like wow. and another thing that hit me? was that the "cup" that Jesus prayed for in the gardens, was not death, nor was it pain... the cup that he prayed for? was the wrath of God...which is seperation from God. like wow. for those of you who know how fustrated and hurt and sad and how much i cried during those 2 weeks when i became seperated from one of my bestest because it was better for them, and all the back lashing i got... man.. that was truely painful. there wasnt a day i went without crying. it hurt THAT much. and that was JUST one of my bestest... it was our awsome creator.... imagine how much more that must hurt....

on sunday... which i guess would be yesterday..... cuz granny's getting a lil senile.. (rite joel? haha) there was a reanactment of the song "Why?" by Nicole Nordman... i couldnt stop crying. to look up at your father and to have him not be able to help you just hurts... and for Jesus to go through that? thats just worst. one thing that Dr. Lam said on friday was this:

the most injust punishment in our history is this. an innocent man died for the guilty world

like WOA! who would go and pay the price for another? maybe ones parent... maybe one's sister. but still. to pay that price for people that despise him??? woa.. thats a lil deep for me... and me being the selfish person i am... i wouldnt pay that price.. maybe if it was someone i truely loved.. but to care like that for someone that truely hated me? i dont think so... and yet God did that.. makes you stand in awe of him eh?

one question that i truely asked was "why?" why would God love me? why would God love us? we have done nothing to deserve his love... we arent even cute lil babies that just make you love them! we're just humans that destroy whatever it is we can get our hands on.... from lives to Gods wonderful art work... to ourselves... what is there to love in is? i guess thats just the beauty of love...

PICTURES ARE HERE!!!!!! hahaha... oh boy.. i look like such a girly-girl. dun ever expect my hair to do something like that AGAIN!!! hahaha... oh boy. like me? pink? bright spanking pink?? ohhhh boy... *sigh* hahaha... but yeah.. find me if ya wanna see..haha.. AND... GO TO AWAKE!!! haha... who is going?? honestly.. its in like a month and no ones told me if their going or not yet!!! JZ!!!! common ppl!!! lets go!!!! haha.. and one last thing? GO LEAFS GO!!!!

all i gotta say is "URGH!!! STUPID SCHOOL!!! ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!!!!!" haha.. my anger..hahhaa

anways.. i had a really good talk with one of my friends today.. its nice to know that you're not the only one with certain kinds of problems... somedays, i just wished my dad never got his job out there and we moved here.. but then i think again.. and you see.... theres no other way.. theres nothing else we coulda done.. we had to be here for a reason.. and that reason is very important, and if its a couple of bad relationships within the people that matter most to me vs. growing up wrong.. i choose the former over the latter.. which is what my parents chose and it is what God led them to do. in a way i understand what my parents gave up. i know what its like to give something up, for their benefit.. lets just say it hurts a lot.. and ya know what... its what you deem as more valuable in the end that matters....

oks.. so nails? "done" as far as im concerned haha... *sigh* this whole lets be a girl thing is SOO hard!!! grr... *sigh* oh wells.. after this? no more dressing up til sam's wedding.. yay! which isnt til the end of may!!!! hahaha..

the funniest thing today? ...well..odd...
im celebrating my one month with my boyfriend...whom im apparently hiding from the world..
and i have a 6 month old daughter...
hm... *sigh* silly boys *sigh*it was hilarious tho.. hahah

anways... there was this one passage that spoke to me while i went away with the family in the summer.. little did i know, that would be the passage that i would be learning from this school year.. and as steph so "wonderfullly" pointed out to me... tomolo? last chem and bio.. like how scary is that?? i still remember how in august i was like wha? im going where? what? and how in june i was freaking out cuz i didnt know which school i wanted to go to... like woa... anways.. ths passage is Psalm 37. its kinda long but... tough.. you can read through the whole thing or just scroll down lots.. haha..

Psalm 37
Of David.

1 [1] Do not fret because of evil men
or be envious of those who do wrong;
2 for like the grass they will soon wither,
like green plants they will soon die away.

3 Trust in the LORD and do good;
dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture.
4 Delight yourself in the LORD
and he will give you the desires of your heart.

5 Commit your way to the LORD ;
trust in him and he will do this:
6 He will make your righteousness shine like the dawn,
the justice of your cause like the noonday sun.

7 Be still before the LORD and wait patiently for him;
do not fret when men succeed in their ways,
when they carry out their wicked schemes.

8 Refrain from anger and turn from wrath;
do not fret-it leads only to evil.
9 For evil men will be cut off,
but those who hope in the LORD will inherit the land.

10 A little while, and the wicked will be no more;
though you look for them, they will not be found.
11 But the meek will inherit the land
and enjoy great peace.

12 The wicked plot against the righteous
and gnash their teeth at them;
13 but the Lord laughs at the wicked,
for he knows their day is coming.

14 The wicked draw the sword
and bend the bow
to bring down the poor and needy,
to slay those whose ways are upright.
15 But their swords will pierce their own hearts,
and their bows will be broken.

16 Better the little that the righteous have
than the wealth of many wicked;
17 for the power of the wicked will be broken,
but the LORD upholds the righteous.

18 The days of the blameless are known to the LORD ,
and their inheritance will endure forever.
19 In times of disaster they will not wither;
in days of famine they will enjoy plenty.

20 But the wicked will perish:
The LORD's enemies will be like the beauty of the fields,
they will vanish-vanish like smoke.

21 The wicked borrow and do not repay,
but the righteous give generously;
22 those the LORD blesses will inherit the land,
but those he curses will be cut off.

23 If the LORD delights in a man's way,
he makes his steps firm;
24 though he stumble, he will not fall,
for the LORD upholds him with his hand.

25 I was young and now I am old,
yet I have never seen the righteous forsaken
or their children begging bread.
26 They are always generous and lend freely;
their children will be blessed.

27 Turn from evil and do good;
then you will dwell in the land forever.
28 For the LORD loves the just
and will not forsake his faithful ones.

They will be protected forever,
but the offspring of the wicked will be cut off;
29 the righteous will inherit the land
and dwell in it forever.

30 The mouth of the righteous man utters wisdom,
and his tongue speaks what is just.
31 The law of his God is in his heart;
his feet do not slip.

32 The wicked lie in wait for the righteous,
seeking their very lives;
33 but the LORD will not leave them in their power
or let them be condemned when brought to trial.

34 Wait for the LORD
and keep his way.
He will exalt you to inherit the land;
when the wicked are cut off, you will see it.

35 I have seen a wicked and ruthless man
flourishing like a green tree in its native soil,
36 but he soon passed away and was no more;
though I looked for him, he could not be found.

37 Consider the blameless, observe the upright;
there is a future [2] for the man of peace.
38 But all sinners will be destroyed;
the future [3] of the wicked will be cut off.

39 The salvation of the righteous comes from the LORD ;
he is their stronghold in time of trouble.
40 The LORD helps them and delivers them;
he delivers them from the wicked and saves them,
because they take refuge in him.



Footnotes


This psalm is an acrostic poem, the stanzas of which begin with the successive letters of the Hebrew alphabet.
37:37 Or there will be posterity
37:38 Or posterity

theres soo much i've learnt this year.. and im not talkingg school wise.. cuz if i really learnt... would i be doing so horribly? (is that even a word??) you know whats so funny about this passage? when i first heard it read to me, i had one view of it.. what i see from it, is now completely different.. and its been since august.. so like 8 months... like WOA... *sigh* kinda freaky if you ask me.. how does one's views change so drastically? i wish i could tell ya.. but i cant...

couple good things happened today..
1. no more stressing about trying to look like a gurl.. someones gonna do that for me. haha
2. twinnie... *sigh* what else can i say gurl? haha... ask her.. she'll tell ya...wait.. dun ask.. more house 202 stuff..haha
3. an old friend... well.. not old old.. but ya know.. and i started talking today... which is always good...
4. the FIRST chem test i knew that i didnt fail... too bad its only 4 % eh? but too much math on that.. WAY too much..*sigh*
5. finished revelations..and found only one cool verse in it that didnt scare me... haha..such a lil kid..
6. had a WHOLE star fruit!!!!!

and the bad things??
...hmm.... i... uhh... stubbed my toe like 2 secs ago and it hurts?? uhh... cramming for my tests/exams?? *sigh* i dunno.. i think im getting sick.... *sigh*

lots of things to Praise God for.. cuz when i look back over the year... wow.. HEs provided soo many times, that i cant even count.. and i had never even occured to me to ask Him for it... like WOW....

so i went out for a late dinner today... like REALLY late.. hahah... but its ok.. cuz i was talking to this guy that i dun usually talk to and hes just somehow so connected to me through so many ppl but then i dun really know him.. it was kinda cool... and odd... all at the same time... like his rents know my rents, and my uncle.. and he knows me, and my godbrother, and my cousin.. etc etc etc... its kinda weird how it all fits together.. but then what do you expect when your rents all grow up together and then move away? *shrugs* anways... so i went out with a couple ppl for dinner today... one shall be known as "c" and the other one is terrence... haha... and we had really weird convos... one went like this

Terrence - I dont have a hootie"
C - a what??
me - a hoodie.

*sigh*... some of us just need more sleep! haha.. or... just a hearing aid.... haha... or just need to enounciate... haha.. and then WHILE we were eatting? oh boy... read.. and picture this in your head... haha

C - Terrence, do you need to use the bathroom?
Terrence - no
C - you sure?
Terrence - *gives c the look* Yes.

you know that some ppl have been around lil kids a tad too long WHEN... hahaha... dun worry.. we still luv ya c! haha and the whole time? im like uhh... cuz like 1. what kinda question is that?? and 2. are you sure???? *sigh* oh the times... c ALWAYS makes me laugh... no matter what. you're SO the best c!!! hehe..

and good job 30hr faminers!!!!! break-fast tomolo!!! yay!!!! hehe... unless you've already done it... ie ecf ppl... haha.. but GO WAY!!!! hahaha... oks.. yeah.. someone should definatly NOT have ice cream for desert!!! haha... not me tho.. *shifty eyes* THATS for uh.. sure. haha..

i had something interesting to say... but it will come later.. for now? my bud has a lil something for ya.. for those of you wanting to go to AWAKE, you can form a lil praise team thing and then let me know and i shall hook you up with someone who can get you a time slot on that 24hr non-stop praise day. so yeah. it;ll be cool. for those of you that dont know about AWAKE and wanna go or something.. heres some info...

YPC of MSBC will be hosting a Conference this coming May (7-8).
It will be combined with our 24-hour worship and prayer event,
affectionately called W24. The theme for our conference is
"Awake." There will be speakers, worship, ministry, workshops
and intimate time with the Father.

So spread the word and invite those you know. And come
fellowship with us as we draw deeper into the heart of the
Father.
AWAKE
******
"Awake to make known the truths that God has revealed. To usher
in His desires for an intimate relationship fueled by the fire
of His passion. Embrace in the Father's love, to be intimate
with the One they call Christ Jesus."

Theme:
The Truth, Reality, and Nature of the Heart of God for His
Church.

Conference Details:
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Date - May 7th, starting at 7pm
- May 8th, starting at 10am
W24 - May 7th 10pm to May 8th 10pm

Malaysian Singaporean Bible Church
288 Cummer Avenue
Willowdale, Ontario

ks ppl? yes? yes? yes? whose going? let me see those hands.. and if rides are a problem, let me know.. and if you're going.. let me know.. we'll see what we can do.. for those of us in the west end here. ks? and we shall go on a road trip and get lost together... well.. hopefully we wont get lost. haha.

oks. someone. anyone. who ever reads this. help me. the nightmare is back. its 1.10 am in the morning. guess whose finally going to see if dinner can be eatten? yeah. slight problem. anyone have a better solution? cuz i was eatting fine today. minus dinner. and as far as my diet of arrowroots for 30hr famine.... forget that.. i cant do that.. i know. for sure. look at me. i cant even eat normally after like 2 months of diet readjustment? *sigh* im going to see if dinner is ready. *sigh*