Lookin back on my life as i sit at my desk
i would never imagine myself to be so blessed
with an angel from heaven
A gift from God,some one that i could love forever
Be on the first side
you're the first thing i think about when the sun shines bright
And you're the last thing i think about when i sleep at night
you and me princess, we're the perfect team
and i won't hesitate to call you the girl of my dreams
cuz when i need you,you're just a phone call away
when i'm not with you,i miss you oh so much
ang how much you soothe my soul with a simple touch
you will never know just how much you mean to me
But i got the rest of my life just to help you see
i only got one life
I can never have two
but as long as i'm alive i wanna spend it with you

When i have you in my arms and i close my eyes
i wouldn't care if the whole would pass me by
cuz i live to make you happy
just to see you smile
just to make you giggle, i love your style
those late after noons together when the sun just ses
to those early mourning talks
girl you are the best
i'm so amazed that you're psyched
i ask questions too like how can a guy like me deserve a girl like you
i feel so blessed but at the same time so unworthy
i trust you with my heart
i know you won'y hurt me
everything about you is perfect
i love your lips
i love your smile
i cheerish every hug and kiss
and i can't wait for the nights when i can hold you tight
next to me with you as my wife
you're my hope when i'm helpless
when it's dark the light
i give you all that i have
And that is my love and my life

Everynight when i pray, i thank the lord for
you're so rare, sweet, cute and loving too
i'm so privilged just to call you boo
i owuld drop everything just to spend a second with you
i'll be right here for you
even if times get rough
cuz to me always you're the definition of love
you hold the key to my heart
only you can get in
lookin' in your eyes are like the shinning stars in heaven
i would do anything for
cuz girl you're so worth it
looks are great but your personality is so perfect
you're my perfect match
my soul mate, my best friend
you're my infinity on a scale of one to ten
i mean every word that i say
just look in my eyes
the love that we share is never made to die
i just wanna make you happy
baby that's my goal
i'll forever love with all my heart and soul
forever

its funny how you miss some ppl like crazy,
they tell you that they miss you too.
and then they tell you that you're not important enough
and ask you to leave, and deny it when you ask them.

not the first time.
not the last either.
so life goes on.

BLUE You give your love and friendship unconditionaly. You enjoy long, thoughtful conversations rich in philosophy and spirituality. You are very loyal and intuitive. Find out your color at Quiz Me!

hmm. interesting.

can someone please explain to me whats going on?
its like i lost a part of me, but i havent really..
and these silent tears..who can explain those?
so as i sit here and think of you,
i pray that this is Gods will and not mine.

day twenty.

so. what a day.
a day of laughter, a day of tears
a day of joy, a day of sorrow
a day of anger, a day of peace
a day of testing, a day of preservearence.

that about sums up me for the past few weeks.

lets get a couple things straight.
1. my ring is from my grammie
2. my other ring is a matching ring with my friend in thunder bay.
3. im not getting married. so chill out. IF i do get married, i'll let you know.
4. my life revolves around 3 things: God, family, and school. in THAT order.
5. if you give me crap, dont expect to be congratulated.
6. if i thought i could trust you before, i was wrong. VERY wrong.

thats all. if you have questions, you can ask. dont expect me to answer them, especially if i dont like you very much at this moment in time.

day twenty.

so. what a day.
a day of laughter, a day of tears
a day of joy, a day of sorrow
a day of anger, a day of peace
a day of testing, a day of preservearence.

that about sums up me for the past few weeks.

lets get a couple things straight.
1. my ring is from my grammie
2. my other ring is a matching ring with my friend in thunder bay.
3. im not getting married. so chill out. IF i do get married, i'll let you know.
4. my life revolves around 3 things: God, family, and school. in THAT order.
5. if you give me crap, dont expect to be congratulated.
6. if i thought i could trust you before, i was wrong. VERY wrong.

thats all. if you have questions, you can ask. dont expect me to answer them, especially if i dont like you very much at this moment in time.

day sixteen

what makes you give your last cookie away?
or help me clean my room all day?
why would you let me use your sterio?
or save me the middle of your oreo?

why do you always try to be there
when i really, really need you there, to care?
your always willing to share

love makes a friend, be a friend, like you
love take a friendship,
turns it into something that to last,
your whole life through
love makes a friend, be a friend, like you

what makes you wanna give your heart away?
what makes you open up and say?
all of the feelings that you hold in side?
all the secrets that we try to hide?

why do you always try to be there
when i really, really need you there, to care?
your always willing to share

love makes a friend, be a friend, like you
love take a friendship,
turns it into something that to last,
your whole life through
love makes a friend, be a friend, like you

love makes a friend, be a friend, like you.

thank you to all who have been with me in the last 3 weeks, through everything.
those who have cried with me.
those who have sat with me.
those who dried my tears.
those who comforted me
those who gave me hugs when i needed them.

thank you for putting up with me, my tears, and for being Gods instruments to teach me what i've since learnt.

i know its not always easy to care, especailly for people like me. thank you for all your time in putting my world back together, bit by bit, piece by piece. without the couple of you, it wouldnt have been possible.

if you wanna know what ive learnt, then let me know. i shall tell you.

to life, to love, to hope and joy.

day fourteen.
the day of nightmare.
as fast as it came, it left.
as easily for the tears to come, they stopped.
PRAISE GOD.

my brother is staying for another half year.
PRAISE GOD.

life is easier when you praise God.
in good and bad times
HE gives and takes away.
Blessed be the name of the Lord.