Monday, March 28, 2005








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Saturday, March 26, 2005

HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!

especially my dearest sammi!
kekeke
ims! mly!

..more to come ... later...

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

ok i know im really bad with keeping up with this..but anyone and everyone that cares about my life talks to me so its fine..



..unless your name is Mr. Li and you told me you were gonna call me back...





....and you never did.



but its ok. i still love mr. li...hes not in trouble...yet. 0=D

so this is whats been going on in my life..


ive been doing some thinking. some good. some not so good.

i know what its like to be the last one picked.
i know what its like to be an object to someone.
i know what its like to be forgotten.
i know what its like to just not be in existance to the rest of the world.
i know what its like to be used.
i know what its like to be left behind.

funny how this is all from the last lil while.

but i also know what it feels like to laugh. to smile. to be cherished. to be loved. to be important. to make a difference.

some ppl are worried. others dont know and maybe just dont care.. its fine. im fine. just leave it. if it hasnt gone away yet..chances are it never will.

i just wanna say thank you to all of you who have tried and have fought alongside me, and sometimes just fought it for me, when i thought i couldnt fight anymore.

thank you for taking the courage to do the hard thing in hopes that i'd be better.
thank you for being an amazing person who watches out for me.
thank you for being the angel on my shoulder.
thank you for taking care of me when i couldnt.
thank you for being the shoulder that i cried on, and i still do.
thank you for refusing to stop being my friend, even when i told you to go.
thank you for just being there for me in the hard times.

although i will never forget those crazy days when you helped me to fight it, i cant fight it anymore. its been too long. and i cant fight it anymore. im tired of always crying and always wanting to throw up. i cant anymore. thank you for trying.

Saturday, March 12, 2005

soo... its been a while since i posted... lots of things are going on.. lots of things are changing...people, for one, are DRASTICALLY changing.

for example. look at the ppl around you. remember how they used to be? look for the ppl that were once there. where are they now? look at where you used to be as far as how tight you were with someone, or how some person seemed to be from another planet. are they still in that SAME position? i dont think so.

one thing that was said on one of my gurl's blogs. is a lil thing about girls and what they mean and stuff. some of its true for some ppl, others not so much. but the jist of it is more or less the same. haha. well you should know the girl enough to know which applies and what doesnt. quite interesting tho. here you go.... btw, more to come on the ppl being changed and the stuff thats going on..
When a girl......

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions,
She is wondering how long you will be around.

When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds,
She is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once.

When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it.

When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future.

When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more than that

Monday, February 21, 2005

Lookin back on my life as i sit at my desk
i would never imagine myself to be so blessed
with an angel from heaven
A gift from God,some one that i could love forever
Be on the first side
you're the first thing i think about when the sun shines bright
And you're the last thing i think about when i sleep at night
you and me princess, we're the perfect team
and i won't hesitate to call you the girl of my dreams
cuz when i need you,you're just a phone call away
when i'm not with you,i miss you oh so much
ang how much you soothe my soul with a simple touch
you will never know just how much you mean to me
But i got the rest of my life just to help you see
i only got one life
I can never have two
but as long as i'm alive i wanna spend it with you

When i have you in my arms and i close my eyes
i wouldn't care if the whole would pass me by
cuz i live to make you happy
just to see you smile
just to make you giggle, i love your style
those late after noons together when the sun just ses
to those early mourning talks
girl you are the best
i'm so amazed that you're psyched
i ask questions too like how can a guy like me deserve a girl like you
i feel so blessed but at the same time so unworthy
i trust you with my heart
i know you won'y hurt me
everything about you is perfect
i love your lips
i love your smile
i cheerish every hug and kiss
and i can't wait for the nights when i can hold you tight
next to me with you as my wife
you're my hope when i'm helpless
when it's dark the light
i give you all that i have
And that is my love and my life

Everynight when i pray, i thank the lord for
you're so rare, sweet, cute and loving too
i'm so privilged just to call you boo
i owuld drop everything just to spend a second with you
i'll be right here for you
even if times get rough
cuz to me always you're the definition of love
you hold the key to my heart
only you can get in
lookin' in your eyes are like the shinning stars in heaven
i would do anything for
cuz girl you're so worth it
looks are great but your personality is so perfect
you're my perfect match
my soul mate, my best friend
you're my infinity on a scale of one to ten
i mean every word that i say
just look in my eyes
the love that we share is never made to die
i just wanna make you happy
baby that's my goal
i'll forever love with all my heart and soul
forever

Saturday, February 19, 2005

its funny how you miss some ppl like crazy,
they tell you that they miss you too.
and then they tell you that you're not important enough
and ask you to leave, and deny it when you ask them.

not the first time.
not the last either.
so life goes on.

Tuesday, February 15, 2005


BLUE



You give your love and friendship unconditionaly. You enjoy long, thoughtful conversations rich in philosophy and spirituality. You are very loyal and intuitive.




Find out your color at Quiz Me!


hmm. interesting.

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

can someone please explain to me whats going on?
its like i lost a part of me, but i havent really..
and these silent tears..who can explain those?
so as i sit here and think of you,
i pray that this is Gods will and not mine.

Sunday, February 06, 2005

day twenty.

so. what a day.
a day of laughter, a day of tears
a day of joy, a day of sorrow
a day of anger, a day of peace
a day of testing, a day of preservearence.

that about sums up me for the past few weeks.

lets get a couple things straight.
1. my ring is from my grammie
2. my other ring is a matching ring with my friend in thunder bay.
3. im not getting married. so chill out. IF i do get married, i'll let you know.
4. my life revolves around 3 things: God, family, and school. in THAT order.
5. if you give me crap, dont expect to be congratulated.
6. if i thought i could trust you before, i was wrong. VERY wrong.

thats all. if you have questions, you can ask. dont expect me to answer them, especially if i dont like you very much at this moment in time.
day twenty.

so. what a day.
a day of laughter, a day of tears
a day of joy, a day of sorrow
a day of anger, a day of peace
a day of testing, a day of preservearence.

that about sums up me for the past few weeks.

lets get a couple things straight.
1. my ring is from my grammie
2. my other ring is a matching ring with my friend in thunder bay.
3. im not getting married. so chill out. IF i do get married, i'll let you know.
4. my life revolves around 3 things: God, family, and school. in THAT order.
5. if you give me crap, dont expect to be congratulated.
6. if i thought i could trust you before, i was wrong. VERY wrong.

thats all. if you have questions, you can ask. dont expect me to answer them, especially if i dont like you very much at this moment in time.