now that all idiot parties have been informed.. *ahem* like yesterdays weird call *ahem* the conclusion of the matter is together.  oks? happy? are we all informed yet? if not? too bad.
 
now that thats done with, what have i learnt this week? that princesses will always be princesses, and spoiled kids will always be spoiled and those with the "poor me" attitude will always have that, no matter what age they are. and all 3 of those kinds of ppl i have spent almost all my waking hr in the last week with. you know what i have also been taught from this? besides ppl arent the easiest to deal with at like 3 in the morning? patience truely is a virture. its hard to learn. its hard to not snap or anything, but when the wee hrs of friday morning come around, we're all happy.. glad to be done another week.. minus george, who just likes to heckle me about NOTHING.. *sigh*
 
update? half of stage one is done.. *Sigh* soo exausting... honestly.. nap time.. i swear.. haha.

i just have one question.
 
whats with male kellys and being so "different"?
 
oks.. let me define "different". in a way, dirty would be a better word.. or even perverted... for some, twisted will do justice. you see, what i've discovered is that male kellys? their either super nice, but they act tought, or else their just jerks, that pretend that they are nice, and all they want to do is help you or be friends with you, but in reality? no. lets just say they have alterior motives.. which we probably dont need to know or want to know about... *shudders*
 
lucky for me, i only know how twisted certain people can become, through ppl i work with, but still... creepy guys?? oh gross.. gurls? stick together. thats all i gotta say. there IS safety in numbers...   
 
oh wells. thats all i gotta say.. haha.. btw. anyone know where my work shirt is?

oh wonderful. as soon as one ends, another one starts.. and yeah its like that with most things, but please.. can i have more then a week off between nightmares?? and can i have more then a day off from having something occupying my brain completely??? SERIOUSLY.. what is going on!? URGH im gonna rip hair out soon... seriously.. well.. i guess in a way its not as serious as a nightmare.. maybe its night terrors.. haha.. i dunno the word for it... but SOME Of you know whats going on.. rite? ms. koh and mr. li? and mr. he? IF he ever reads his email.. like omg.. where the heck ARE you?? call home or email me or something!!! its kinda like et phone home or something.. hes just gone from the face of the earth!!! just like how my dearest stalker fell off the face of the earth or something... but apparently he didnt.... which is kinda odd, cuz his secretary didnt know where he went either =S whats with guys and disappearing?? *Sigh* mr.he? if you EVER read this?? OMG MSN/TEXT/MSG/CALL ME!!!!!! *sigh* funny how songs just pop into your head when you need it most.. like "all who are thirsty" with the part that goes

"Let the pain and the sorrow
Be washed away
In the waves of his mercy"

*sigh* someone just take my head and like hold it for me.. too much trying to think.. i need a vacation or something... away from all of this.. *sigh*

All who are thirsty
All who are weak
Come to the fountain
Dip your heart in the stream of life
Let the pain and the sorrow
Be washed away
In the waves of his mercy
As deep cries out to deep
(we sing)

Come Lord Jesus come
Holy Spirit come
As deep cries out to deep

what a weekend... and theres still a day left! haha some things happened.. some good. some not so good. like always. neways just wanted to say... all the crap in my life? offically dealt with. next item on the list? my room. -.-' like OH DEAR. those of you that know? OH DEAR ME. i'll see you in like 6 months.. if i EVER climb out from under this mess and even START cleaning it! so if anyone owns a garbage truck OR a shelving company.. feel free to come help me.. or if you just wanna help me even.. haha.. lots to do here... hahaha.. oh dear me. *sigh*

will all jerks PLEASE stay away from my gurls? face it buddy. their too good for you. thats all there is to it. and i dun have the time or energy or the resources to beat you after you be your jerkish ways to them. so honestly. please. stop hurting them. saves a lot to hafta hunt you down and then hurt you. cheers!

who am i kidding? aarons rite. i should just stay in my castle and sleep in my princess bed. no matter how hard i fight, im never gonna win.. maybe in the end, im really JUST a princess and i'll never be anything more.. *Sigh*

nites. ha. what a lie. its like jet lag. only i dont have a choice. whats worst? im not allowed to adjust to it. ha. dinner first thing. wake up like 2 hrs before i even hafta get up. when the hell will this all stop? ha. on top of that. who the hell do they think they are? what am i? 7? they wish. screw that. if they wanna see me suffer and they enjoy it, then they can forget it. aint happening.

the pit crew is offical gone. bobby's on contenential on 18, bob's on vaca, iga's gone, im on 12 now, its just jane and emily left... *sigh* we're done. 27 is done. back to the blueprints. off to cut myself on 12. wonderful. really. you should try it. cut yourself at LEAST 5 times on your hand. honestly. you'd think you'd stop after once... but then sometimes you just dont notice.. haha. and no if you think im a cutter, then think again. things are only as bad as what we make it seem like.

btw, shopping for guys IS hard, even if you take the guy WITH you!!! like omg! honestly. whoever said shopping for guys is easy is OBVIOUSLY a guy. cuz only guys can shop for guys. URGH.

p.s. the update? 1 of 3. so far so good. i think. but its an uphill battle. *sigh*

oks... what excuse do i have for not updating? PLENTY. but oh wells. heres a quick update.. haha... taken from my hun, but its ok... haha..

What I want to do rite now - sleep. or work things out with different ppl
What I want rite now - a banana split... or an egg tart from PO MA!!!
Who I'm thinking of rite now - oh you know who *winkz* haha. dun ask me. i dunno either. haha
The Last thing I want to do rite now - go to ___ or see ____ or ____
Who I want to talk to rite now - hunny or julie.
What I'm wishing for rite now - better grades... like oh dear.
Where I want to be rite now - where YOU are. haha. nono. fla, usa.
What I'm thinking rite now - URGH! haha

so whats going on? many many things.

1. the WONDERFUL switch *rolls eyes* stupid if you ask me. but then no one does. *sigh* i miss 27.... why 12 why??? *sigh* fight jane fight!!! fight hard!!!!!!!! emily too! haha.. if they stop being bored and goofing off. haha

2. URGH the stupidity of SOME ppl.. hahaha.. man-child! oh dear. andrew, you're the bestest. hahahhaa... manchild! boychild! *Sigh* oh dear. hahaha. who comes up with these things?? haha

3. "how do you say 'thank you'?" ____ _____ hahaha. and no lil boy, its NOT bok choi.. and i dun mean doi jai.. and i dun mean merci OR merci beaucoup david. haha!!!!!

4. "i'll trade you 'my feet hurt' and 'my feet feel soo good' for your 'can i have kfc'!!"

5."dont like it!!!" hahaha oh jz! HONESTLY!!! will you just get out?!*sigh*

6. who wants to go sitcker shopping? not me aparently. haha. what a lazy bum

7. schedule? what? URGH!! dont remind me. im gonna smack someone or something soon.

8. someone figure it out for me. please. jz. hha. how does one end up being pulled in soo many ways? oh dear.

9. lakehead? here i come. hahaha. oh dear. should i? or should i not? hmm.

oks.. i think thats it. is that long enough for you *ahem* my 5 month worth of posting? haha.. on to better things.. like fixing chatter boxes. *ahem* hahahaha