the pit crew is offical gone. bobby's on contenential on 18, bob's on vaca, iga's gone, im on 12 now, its just jane and emily left... *sigh* we're done. 27 is done. back to the blueprints. off to cut myself on 12. wonderful. really. you should try it. cut yourself at LEAST 5 times on your hand. honestly. you'd think you'd stop after once... but then sometimes you just dont notice.. haha. and no if you think im a cutter, then think again. things are only as bad as what we make it seem like.

btw, shopping for guys IS hard, even if you take the guy WITH you!!! like omg! honestly. whoever said shopping for guys is easy is OBVIOUSLY a guy. cuz only guys can shop for guys. URGH.

p.s. the update? 1 of 3. so far so good. i think. but its an uphill battle. *sigh*