man..... you know that heartbroken feeling? when all you wanna do is sit and cry? and all that you think about is that ONE thing and the question "why???" or "why me???"? or how about where you think you're at witts end, and you cant go on anymore? maybe some of you dont know. maybe some of you know exactly what i mean. its just so hard to watch such a large group of people, of GOD's people just sit and fight and tear each other appart. honestly. as God's people, we are called to a way of love.. correct? and ALSO as God's people, we are called to listen to His still and quiet voice and to develop our relationship with Him... yes? so then tell me. why are we fighting each other? why are we taking matters into our own hands? why are we ignoring the Creator and Ruler of all? why are we tearing each other up? is power really that important? as Gods people, should we not take each step, in accordance with his will and not ours? when does a group of people - the church, that claims to be His church, work according to the agendas of humans? should not a church always be focused on HIS will?

God's talking to us. God's teaching us. guess whose not listening? guess whose not learning? since when is a student above his teacher or a servant above his master? according to matt 10:24, "A student is not above his teacher, nor a servant above his master. "

woa woa woa. you wanna know what i found in my Bible while looking for that passage?  Luke 13:1-8. the title of this? "Repent or Perish" guess what? i almost started crying when i saw that.. because this is what everything has been pointing to... and i love these ppl.. i cant stand this fighting anymore.. someone make them stop.. someone tell them to stop fighting God... fighting God is impossible.. you CANT win.. trust me.. i've tried it before, and you know what? Gods way IS the better way.. you cant fight someone that knows all, you know. and if you dont believe me? ask me about it.. i shall tell you a lil story about a silly gurl who decided that she knew best for her life, and that God didnt know as much as she did.. but in the end? what did she learn? that God is all that she needs and God will always point out the best way for your life.