why is life hard?
why must one turn on the other?
why is there pain?

"There must be more than this
O breath of God come breathe within
There must be more than this
Spirit of God we wait for You
Fill us anew we pray Fill us anew we pray

"Consuming fire fan into flame A passion for Your name
Spirit of God fall in this place Lord have Your way
Lord have Your way with us

"Come like a rushing wind
Clothe us with power from on high
Now set the captives free
Leave us abandoned to Your praise
Lord let Your glory fall, Lord let Your glory fall

...*sigh*... to be able to be who i am, stripped of all other things, would be a blessing.
to be understood would be amazing. to be loved is awsome.....*sigh*

what else is new? not much. i couldnt tell you. even if i watned to.
one day. better is one day in his courts. thinking of that one day.

wanting to just disappear and to vanish. one day. it shall happen.