so i THOUGHT i kicked it, and its gone now....whoops.....
so i lied to me, and in the proccess lied to everyone else..
sorry... i didnt mean to.. maybe i cant... i cant win.......
maybe im just fighting a loosing battle...
a battle i shouldnt have started....cuz i cant win....
what to do? ........to let distruction over take me?
........or to hold the fort until i die or crushed on every side?
what am i to do? i cant win.. yet i cant afford to lose either.
*sigh*... i cant do this on my own.... silly me.....
..... but i have no choice now... i must.....
i must fight a good fight.... no giving up.. i've gone too far....