so life goes on. day in and day out
what i thought came true
funny. it happened.should i be happy?
happy that im right about ripping out my heart?
no. instead, i need to be gone.
at least for now. at least away from all this
i cant take this anymore. no more of this from me.
Merry Christmas
to whoever has time to read this boring garbage.
im thinking to just be gone, and to not go.
why just watch it die away?
happy that its better now for some.
its a good thing. better that they're happy then i am.
i give up. i cant win. its impossible....