does anyone know why vic is being such a big _________, lately?
well.. let me tell you.
1.telling her shes a failure 24/7 does not help. if you feel that she is a failure, please keep it to yourself. she already knows that shes a failure as a friend, a sibling, a daughter, a student, and as a member of society. she already knows that it would be much better for her to be dead then to take up space on earth, to eat food when there is already a food shortage, and having oxygen wasted on her, not to mention the gas she uses when she drives.
2. telling her shes always wrong and always jumping to tell her that she is wrong, will not make her happy with you. if you, for some twisted reason feel that telling her that she is wrong and posing to be her friend when not much is going on and then jumping to tell her that she's wrong, when you're not even a part of the original situation, have a wonderful life... without her.
3. stalking her, promising to not stalk her, and then breaking that promise, will not cause her to trust you again. trust me. actually, any of you that feels like promising her something, can just forget it. shes not stupid anymore. shes not gonna trust it. if you truely want her to trust something or to believe something, you'll find the way. you'll know how she'll trust you. and i dont mean conning her. con her if you wanna suffer a horrible fate.
4. nagging at her, especially when shes tired will just add to her current grief.
5. telling her how its always her fault and blaming things on her when its not her fault does not cause her to love you more. especially when you're not going to listen. dont blame others for your inability to raise your own kids. dont blame others for your inability to listen to what your kids hafta say to you. dont blame others, if the one day that they need someone, you're the last on the list, if you're even on the list. dont blame others because you wont listen. dont blame others for your fustration at your inablilty to stick to your word. dont blame others for their distrust in you, because you have broken faith, and cant be trusted.
6. telling her shes not good enough wont help her to try harder. there comes a point where their best is all a person can give. asking for more then that is just proof of an overdemanding person. telling a person that their best work is bearly worthy enough to go in the garbage can is cruel. telling them that they have no value because they cannot achieve the unreasonable goals that you have set for them is stupidity. one hasta set their own goals. not have them set for them.
bottom line to all this jibberish that i can say about 99% of you that come here didnt actually read? it's simple. she is the way she is, because theres no other way. there comes a point in some ppl's lives where you wake up and discover, everything you knew, was just a lie. everything that you once thought was important, has no value. everyone that you once thought loved you, loved you only enough to use you. she is the way she is, NOT because she's pmssing, but because enough is enough. shes not taking crap anymore. have a wonderful life to all of you who choose to leave her life.
Sunday, May 30, 2004
Thursday, May 27, 2004
two things... maybe 3..
1. mission: failed. game over. "tough luck kid. better luck next time"
2.intresting read:
3. dont ask. because im not sure i'd explain it to you. especially "you". you know who you are.
1. mission: failed. game over. "tough luck kid. better luck next time"
2.intresting read:
Today I know that memories are the key not to the past, but to the future. I know that the experiences of our lives, when we let God use them, become the mysterious and perfect prepartion for the work He will give us to do. -Corrie Ten Boom, The Hiding Placeexplains lots. stands for lots. you'll know if you know whats going on.
3. dont ask. because im not sure i'd explain it to you. especially "you". you know who you are.
Saturday, May 22, 2004
Monday, May 17, 2004
for those of you who care, and im gonna assume you care, cuz other wise you wouldnt be here, unless you're just a really big jerk and you're just looking for things to use against me... will you all just back off for a moment?! honestly.
some of you need to grow up. seriously. "suck it up buttercup" deal with it. so you have a wounded ego. oh boo-hoo. go deal with it. just becuase YOU have a wounded ego doesnt mean that gives you the right to go and hurt others too, so that you're not the only one wounded. nore does it mean to go and patch up your wound with other things. honestly. its like rubbing salt in your wound. its gonna make it worst. but i guess you cant see that and you're just being ignorant and stubborn. excuse me for wanting whats best for you and trying to show you that what you're doing is wrong. honestly. enough with the guilt trip. if you cant see that what im bending over and doing backflips for, is for YOUR benefit and not mine, then thats just too bad. i give up. you wanna keep on hurting? your call. go a head and hurt for all i care.
for those of you who need to grow up, honestly, the world does NOT revolve around you. you may think it does... but in actuality, it revolves around the sun. and you SHOULD know that. we learnt that in second grade.. and how old are you now?! honestly, the things you do have its consequences and it affects others. just because you think one way, doesnt mean its the only way of thinking. you just may be part of the minority of society that thinks that way. and just because you thought of it, or stole it off someone and then decide to make your own, doesnt mean that it is right. check your facts. facts dont lie.
for those of you who think im your slave? enough is enough. im done. if you need a slave, or a servent because you cant get off your fat butt to do something? then maybe its time for you to hire a maid. im not your maid. nor am i your chauffeur. nor am i your babysitter. so dont order me around. sure. "suggest" but dont demand. honestly. you may as well shut up and not talk to me because all that ever comes out of your mouth are complaints and demands. do i look like your puppy dog that just follows you around? be responsible for yourself. honestly. im sick of having to deal with things becuase you're not responsible enought to be a person on your own. dont demand for freedom and not live with the consequence of responsiblity. life is about trade offs. be accountable for your actions.
if anyone really cares to read.. i'll be in my other blog.
some of you need to grow up. seriously. "suck it up buttercup" deal with it. so you have a wounded ego. oh boo-hoo. go deal with it. just becuase YOU have a wounded ego doesnt mean that gives you the right to go and hurt others too, so that you're not the only one wounded. nore does it mean to go and patch up your wound with other things. honestly. its like rubbing salt in your wound. its gonna make it worst. but i guess you cant see that and you're just being ignorant and stubborn. excuse me for wanting whats best for you and trying to show you that what you're doing is wrong. honestly. enough with the guilt trip. if you cant see that what im bending over and doing backflips for, is for YOUR benefit and not mine, then thats just too bad. i give up. you wanna keep on hurting? your call. go a head and hurt for all i care.
for those of you who need to grow up, honestly, the world does NOT revolve around you. you may think it does... but in actuality, it revolves around the sun. and you SHOULD know that. we learnt that in second grade.. and how old are you now?! honestly, the things you do have its consequences and it affects others. just because you think one way, doesnt mean its the only way of thinking. you just may be part of the minority of society that thinks that way. and just because you thought of it, or stole it off someone and then decide to make your own, doesnt mean that it is right. check your facts. facts dont lie.
for those of you who think im your slave? enough is enough. im done. if you need a slave, or a servent because you cant get off your fat butt to do something? then maybe its time for you to hire a maid. im not your maid. nor am i your chauffeur. nor am i your babysitter. so dont order me around. sure. "suggest" but dont demand. honestly. you may as well shut up and not talk to me because all that ever comes out of your mouth are complaints and demands. do i look like your puppy dog that just follows you around? be responsible for yourself. honestly. im sick of having to deal with things becuase you're not responsible enought to be a person on your own. dont demand for freedom and not live with the consequence of responsiblity. life is about trade offs. be accountable for your actions.
if anyone really cares to read.. i'll be in my other blog.
Sunday, May 16, 2004
hello world.
woa. i just realized how far behind i am.. i've been home for like almost 2 weeks now.. and im STILL living out of boxes.. man.. you know what else i've realized? im STILL lacking sleep.. tho im getting like 6-7hrs a nite... and theres soo much thinking to do... even tho its summer... *Sigh* even at ana's tonite, which was a blast btw, WAY too much thinking... oh! to steph.. and who else is wondering about my ring? just because i dun say anything about it, doesnt mean, it doesnt mean what you think it means. hahaha. you never know. muahaha. you KNOW it'll end up being like that.. oh wells. rite steph *winkz* haha. oh boy.. and simon and the dog???? oh my. haha.
so what have i done with my life lately? not much. cept complain and whine about princess peach and sir complain-a-lot. soo glad i dun hafta do the mother thing AND the father thing anymore... its hard. theres 2 of them, doing the job of 2 people. theres one of me, doing the work of 3 people... them and me. *sigh* woa... gabes right.. i gotta stop sighing.. im getting SOO old!!!!!!!! oh boy. time for the nursing home i suppose... like sleeping on and off all day, and like sighing when im awake??? oh .. and the chinese soap....
the chinese soap im watching rite now is called "hope for sale" its soooo cute!!! honestly... anyone that can read chinese or understands cantonese??? WATCH IT!!! its cute.. or else watch it with someone that can explain it.. if you REALLY want.. haha.. but yeah... since its summer for half of us.. and a sub-section of us dont really have much to do... cuz their not working in ovens... yeah.. definatly check it out.. although if you dun get chinese or cantonese.. im not sure how much of the jokes you'd actually get... but whatever.. hmm... maybe i'll fall asleep watching that.... hmm...
woa. i just realized how far behind i am.. i've been home for like almost 2 weeks now.. and im STILL living out of boxes.. man.. you know what else i've realized? im STILL lacking sleep.. tho im getting like 6-7hrs a nite... and theres soo much thinking to do... even tho its summer... *Sigh* even at ana's tonite, which was a blast btw, WAY too much thinking... oh! to steph.. and who else is wondering about my ring? just because i dun say anything about it, doesnt mean, it doesnt mean what you think it means. hahaha. you never know. muahaha. you KNOW it'll end up being like that.. oh wells. rite steph *winkz* haha. oh boy.. and simon and the dog???? oh my. haha.
so what have i done with my life lately? not much. cept complain and whine about princess peach and sir complain-a-lot. soo glad i dun hafta do the mother thing AND the father thing anymore... its hard. theres 2 of them, doing the job of 2 people. theres one of me, doing the work of 3 people... them and me. *sigh* woa... gabes right.. i gotta stop sighing.. im getting SOO old!!!!!!!! oh boy. time for the nursing home i suppose... like sleeping on and off all day, and like sighing when im awake??? oh .. and the chinese soap....
the chinese soap im watching rite now is called "hope for sale" its soooo cute!!! honestly... anyone that can read chinese or understands cantonese??? WATCH IT!!! its cute.. or else watch it with someone that can explain it.. if you REALLY want.. haha.. but yeah... since its summer for half of us.. and a sub-section of us dont really have much to do... cuz their not working in ovens... yeah.. definatly check it out.. although if you dun get chinese or cantonese.. im not sure how much of the jokes you'd actually get... but whatever.. hmm... maybe i'll fall asleep watching that.... hmm...
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
oh boy. what a day. goes without fail. daddy leaves. something breaks down.
oh.. you know what ELSE is stupid? tahts right. im saying its stupid. cuz it is. i get up at 4.30, go to work, come home, make dinner, wake him up for dinner, and drive him to his lesson while im exausted. and he STILL has the nerve to demand things? to dish his crap at me when all he did was go to school, come home and sleep? what IS that? urgh. can i not have a moment of peace at home without him giving me his crap? *sigh* lil boys. one more word out of him... oh boy. silly lil deaf boys.
oh.. you know what ELSE is stupid? tahts right. im saying its stupid. cuz it is. i get up at 4.30, go to work, come home, make dinner, wake him up for dinner, and drive him to his lesson while im exausted. and he STILL has the nerve to demand things? to dish his crap at me when all he did was go to school, come home and sleep? what IS that? urgh. can i not have a moment of peace at home without him giving me his crap? *sigh* lil boys. one more word out of him... oh boy. silly lil deaf boys.
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
so whats new with me and my life? its quarter to 9, and im about to go to bed... like woa... last time this happened i was like in 3rd grade!!!! *sigh* crazy crazy tomolo... anyone wanna pick sammi up from school for me?? either call her, or text me.. cuz i wont be able to answer the phone.. hahaha *sigh* who wants to make dinner? and who wants to drive my dearest to his lesson??? *sigh* cuz his lesson doesnt end til like 930 or 10 or something... and yeah.. i'd be sleeping.. hahahha....cuz im soo tire dim gonna go crash.. *sigh* i dunno... someone wanna drive me to work? or drive me home???? *sigh* okes.. time to stop complaining... haha..i think.. oh wells. if ya REALLY wanna know about my life you can talk to me.. hahaha. but then why would you? oks you know you need to shut up and sleep WHEN...haha
Sunday, May 09, 2004
hey world.
woa. its been a while. funny thing? i've been home.
oks.. so not EXACTLY home.. but i live at home now.. haha.. "live"
what have i been doing with my life?
for those of you who question my morals *ahem*andrew*ahem* no. i didnt go drinking.
oks.. break down of life.. for the last lil while.
wed.
-sarah and terrence made dinner!!! yay!!!! yummy. you guys should TRY!!!!
-got yelled at... by BOTH my parents... on the phone... which wasnt so fun..
-got home with God driving my car.. it was the COOLEST experience.
thurs.
-got 9 hrs of sleep... STRAIGHT. thats rite. boo-yeah!
-woke up, only cuz some silly person called my house.. didnt even bother to leave a msg!
-got called a monkey.a BIG monkey.then a banana. by my daddy..wonderful to wake up to.... "little monkeys follow the big monkey.. you're the big monkey.." *sigh* oh daddy.
-got to see ppl at blakelock
-got flowers!!!!! thanx ienda.. their b-e-a-utiful
-got to see grammie
-had dinner with grammie
-slept over at grammies
fri.
-dim sum with grammie
-hung out with aaron and gabe
-got gabe his prayer journal!!!! <--hehe.. so im a TAD excited... shh. haha
-BOUGHT SWITCHFOOT!!!!!
-went to *awake*
sat.
-stayed at *awake* <--45 mins of sleep baby. boo-yeah. haha
-got a burfday cake!!!! mmm.. soo goood....
-got some lemon tea stuff.. hehehe.. smells SOO GOOD!!!!!
-got a chesnut cake from my mommy and daddy... thanx alan for eating the chesnut!! haha
-went home and CRASHED... oh boy... hahaha
sun.
-made mommy french toast
-went to church
-I GOT A JEARSY!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe..whoops? a TAD too excited there.. hahaha
-napped like MAD.. and skipped lunch... whooops... and mommy and daddy knew too!! hehe..
-had a very yummy dinner. (whats wrong with you people?? why dont you eat fish??)
mon.
-drove daddy, sammi and me to work
-worked
-drove daddy, sammi and me home
the summary of my life. hahaha oh wells. its all good.. i think... hahaha oh wells.. Gods watching me.. and thats ALL that counts. *grinz*
woa. its been a while. funny thing? i've been home.
oks.. so not EXACTLY home.. but i live at home now.. haha.. "live"
what have i been doing with my life?
for those of you who question my morals *ahem*andrew*ahem* no. i didnt go drinking.
oks.. break down of life.. for the last lil while.
wed.
-sarah and terrence made dinner!!! yay!!!! yummy. you guys should TRY!!!!
-got yelled at... by BOTH my parents... on the phone... which wasnt so fun..
-got home with God driving my car.. it was the COOLEST experience.
thurs.
-got 9 hrs of sleep... STRAIGHT. thats rite. boo-yeah!
-woke up, only cuz some silly person called my house.. didnt even bother to leave a msg!
-got called a monkey.a BIG monkey.then a banana. by my daddy..wonderful to wake up to.... "little monkeys follow the big monkey.. you're the big monkey.." *sigh* oh daddy.
-got to see ppl at blakelock
-got flowers!!!!! thanx ienda.. their b-e-a-utiful
-got to see grammie
-had dinner with grammie
-slept over at grammies
fri.
-dim sum with grammie
-hung out with aaron and gabe
-got gabe his prayer journal!!!! <--hehe.. so im a TAD excited... shh. haha
-BOUGHT SWITCHFOOT!!!!!
-went to *awake*
sat.
-stayed at *awake* <--45 mins of sleep baby. boo-yeah. haha
-got a burfday cake!!!! mmm.. soo goood....
-got some lemon tea stuff.. hehehe.. smells SOO GOOD!!!!!
-got a chesnut cake from my mommy and daddy... thanx alan for eating the chesnut!! haha
-went home and CRASHED... oh boy... hahaha
sun.
-made mommy french toast
-went to church
-I GOT A JEARSY!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe..whoops? a TAD too excited there.. hahaha
-napped like MAD.. and skipped lunch... whooops... and mommy and daddy knew too!! hehe..
-had a very yummy dinner. (whats wrong with you people?? why dont you eat fish??)
mon.
-drove daddy, sammi and me to work
-worked
-drove daddy, sammi and me home
the summary of my life. hahaha oh wells. its all good.. i think... hahaha oh wells.. Gods watching me.. and thats ALL that counts. *grinz*
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
SOO... im done. boo-yeah.. tomolo? sleep in? I WISH!!! me? sleeping? thats a new idea. i mean common. when was the last time i slept through the night without waking up!? good question eh? no answer. *sigh* so i moved home. wonderful home.. mmmm... with my mommy and my daddy and my sibs... and i hafta wake up early tomolo.. someone needs a ride to schoolll *ahem* honestly.... MAN!!!! gas???? *sigh* ewwie business!!!!
oks who wants to hear somethinge exciting??? well... more for some, then others... *ahem*sarah*ahem* we went shopping to day...... OH BOY. someone tell me whats wrong with me?? 1. i found a dress that i LIKED..... 2. i TRIED IT ON... 3. it actually fit.... NICELY too... oh.. and i tried on like 3 dresses... so thats me, screwed up.... 3 different times...MAN. what a gurly gurl day.... haha ... go ice cream and shopping!!! cures all... cures all... haha... omg.. i bought SOO much today.. man.. if my mother knew? i'd be in big big trouble! but oh wells.. what she doesnt know, wont kill me. hahah..
ooh!!!! crazy shopping story.... sarah and i?? we were trying on these dresses... and this man walks up... honestly? i've never seen him before in my life, never smiled, never even said hi to him, he walks up to me and sarah, and hes like "i like that blue dress" like WHA?!?!?! oks... looking and thinking that... thats ONE thing.... saying that to comptlete total strangers... ummmm..... VERY questionable.... and then there was that guy that eyed sarah when she was in that body suit... man... she looked GOOD in it... too bad we ran out of money, eh gurl? yeah.. anyone have 50$ they wanna give me? theres a dress with my name on it.. haha.. how sad is that.. i actually WANT a dress... but if you see it.. you'll know what im talking about... it's GORGOUS.. ohwesll... wait for the sales... RITE when sarah gets back!!! yay1!! hahaha... but first... we need to make some money... and a lot of it... school and shopping are EXPENSIVE!!!! for those younger ones... trust me. you'll know when you get here.
all in all? im done with res. no more res for vic. *tear* learnt lots this year. do i regret it? nope. do i wanna re-live it? nope. it was a hard year. lots of new things that God has taught me and showed me... funny and amazing how hes not sick of me yet. man... he's SO patient. thats all i gotta say. and he loves us ALL.. and if you're thinking "he loves everyone BUT me..." TALK TO ME!!! seriously.. if i can do what i did and STILL have him love me? he seriously loves you.
hmm.. i had something else to say.... but i dun remember what.. i know i have a headache tho... which isnt so nice.. OH! my calc exam? GOD WROTE IT!!!! how cool is that?? thats WAY too cool for me!!! but its all good. "its guuud" hahaha *sigh* no more crazy friday movie days.... or movie nights..... oh wells... GURLS NITES!!!!!!!! honestly..... soo need one...ienda?? WHEN????? hhahaa... *sigh* oh wells.. i wish the sun was out... but maybe thats just someone trying to tell me something.... aka... sleep.. hmmm.........
oks who wants to hear somethinge exciting??? well... more for some, then others... *ahem*sarah*ahem* we went shopping to day...... OH BOY. someone tell me whats wrong with me?? 1. i found a dress that i LIKED..... 2. i TRIED IT ON... 3. it actually fit.... NICELY too... oh.. and i tried on like 3 dresses... so thats me, screwed up.... 3 different times...MAN. what a gurly gurl day.... haha ... go ice cream and shopping!!! cures all... cures all... haha... omg.. i bought SOO much today.. man.. if my mother knew? i'd be in big big trouble! but oh wells.. what she doesnt know, wont kill me. hahah..
ooh!!!! crazy shopping story.... sarah and i?? we were trying on these dresses... and this man walks up... honestly? i've never seen him before in my life, never smiled, never even said hi to him, he walks up to me and sarah, and hes like "i like that blue dress" like WHA?!?!?! oks... looking and thinking that... thats ONE thing.... saying that to comptlete total strangers... ummmm..... VERY questionable.... and then there was that guy that eyed sarah when she was in that body suit... man... she looked GOOD in it... too bad we ran out of money, eh gurl? yeah.. anyone have 50$ they wanna give me? theres a dress with my name on it.. haha.. how sad is that.. i actually WANT a dress... but if you see it.. you'll know what im talking about... it's GORGOUS.. ohwesll... wait for the sales... RITE when sarah gets back!!! yay1!! hahaha... but first... we need to make some money... and a lot of it... school and shopping are EXPENSIVE!!!! for those younger ones... trust me. you'll know when you get here.
all in all? im done with res. no more res for vic. *tear* learnt lots this year. do i regret it? nope. do i wanna re-live it? nope. it was a hard year. lots of new things that God has taught me and showed me... funny and amazing how hes not sick of me yet. man... he's SO patient. thats all i gotta say. and he loves us ALL.. and if you're thinking "he loves everyone BUT me..." TALK TO ME!!! seriously.. if i can do what i did and STILL have him love me? he seriously loves you.
hmm.. i had something else to say.... but i dun remember what.. i know i have a headache tho... which isnt so nice.. OH! my calc exam? GOD WROTE IT!!!! how cool is that?? thats WAY too cool for me!!! but its all good. "its guuud" hahaha *sigh* no more crazy friday movie days.... or movie nights..... oh wells... GURLS NITES!!!!!!!! honestly..... soo need one...ienda?? WHEN????? hhahaa... *sigh* oh wells.. i wish the sun was out... but maybe thats just someone trying to tell me something.... aka... sleep.. hmmm.........
Monday, May 03, 2004
someone save me from this thing called math.. its about to eat me.. and while cramming... guess what i do? i quiz. haha. who needs a laugh? then keep reading... this is the result of my quiz.... haha
You are a normal angel. Innocent and pure. Full of
light and hope. You love to be around others,
and really know how to have a good time. You
enjoy hanging around with mortals. You like to
sing, which you are great at, and like to have
others near you. People are naturally attracted
to your bubbly personaliy, and love to be
around you. Normal angels are always popular,
and have lots of fans. You are happy go lucky,
with an interesting out look on the world.
Though you have experienced pain, that is all
behind you now. You see the bright side to
things, and are always there to help a person
in need. You are quite pretty, with a childish
air, though you know more than others think.
You are a really friendly person. But can be a tad
selfish at times.
You are bright and full of energy.
Better get my shades!
What Type Of Angel Have You Become?
brought to you by Quizilla
and for those of you that care... who wants to go to my house to see my brother? someone go see him and tell me hes ok? cuz im not trusting his "im ok" business... @.@
You are a normal angel. Innocent and pure. Full of
light and hope. You love to be around others,
and really know how to have a good time. You
enjoy hanging around with mortals. You like to
sing, which you are great at, and like to have
others near you. People are naturally attracted
to your bubbly personaliy, and love to be
around you. Normal angels are always popular,
and have lots of fans. You are happy go lucky,
with an interesting out look on the world.
Though you have experienced pain, that is all
behind you now. You see the bright side to
things, and are always there to help a person
in need. You are quite pretty, with a childish
air, though you know more than others think.
You are a really friendly person. But can be a tad
selfish at times.
You are bright and full of energy.
Better get my shades!
What Type Of Angel Have You Become?
brought to you by Quizilla
and for those of you that care... who wants to go to my house to see my brother? someone go see him and tell me hes ok? cuz im not trusting his "im ok" business... @.@
guess what? i wasnt gonna blog cuz someone has a stinking exam tomolo.... but things come up. like always. so anyways.. im soo fustrated. honestly. jerks? bugg off. honestly! *sigh* one too many jerks these days... actually one is all it takes. why she wont let me wipe the floor with his face? i have no idea. but oh wells. shes better then that.. and tahts all that matters.
Sunday, May 02, 2004
WOA... crazy weekend..
1. i now officially have a car... boo-yeah! enough said
2. my friend got engaged!!!!!! and shes 19. i know. WOA... but im soo excited for her!!! so it doesnt matter. haha
3. went shopping.... enough said... i believe.. unless you're male and you've been hiding under a rock for many many years... shoping is theraputic... and in my case? its heaven.... trust me. you dont want to know what i know... rite kreme and hun? *winkz
4. sammi baked me many things!!!!! from pineapple cake, to cookies... mmmmm... OH!!! she made lychee jello too!!!! you guys missed out!!! (unless you saw her today and she gave you some.. hehe)
5. daddy and mommy made a prime rib roast cuz i told them i watned roast beef jokingly when they asked me what i wanted for dinner.. haha.. yum yum. (trust me guys... sooo goood..... )
6. i have a WHOLE stinking calc course to cram into my head... *Sigh*
7. someone wanna help me pack and move?? haha... time to get packin eh?
8. THIS is just for hoeNERD: sammi made them for ME!!!! and you're in big big trouble mister. oh wells.. i probably shouldnt eat all of them... someone has some weight to loose.. haha
9. anyone know of a good diet? cuz yeah.. someone has some mega pounds to loose.... -.-" if you dun get it.. please see alan.. he shall tell you the adventures of "fai fai"
TA-DA. my weekend.. so what did i learn about God this weekend? God tells us to love even tho its so hard. you see theres this guy.... we'll call him mr.a..... lets just say im VERY unhappy with him... and i really really really wanna go and kick him.... or maybe give him a pair of stilettos... rite gurls? ^.~ anways... today in sunday school, i learn that no matter how hard it is, God tells us to love those, and we are to bless our enemies.. funny concept.. so mr.a being my "enemy" even tho he doesnt know me... i shall be praying for him... thanx hunny for being soo smart.. cuz otherwise.. im gonna hafta do a lot of explaining with gap kids.... hahaha...and thats my lesson of the day. man. its soo hard to love!
1. i now officially have a car... boo-yeah! enough said
2. my friend got engaged!!!!!! and shes 19. i know. WOA... but im soo excited for her!!! so it doesnt matter. haha
3. went shopping.... enough said... i believe.. unless you're male and you've been hiding under a rock for many many years... shoping is theraputic... and in my case? its heaven.... trust me. you dont want to know what i know... rite kreme and hun? *winkz
4. sammi baked me many things!!!!! from pineapple cake, to cookies... mmmmm... OH!!! she made lychee jello too!!!! you guys missed out!!! (unless you saw her today and she gave you some.. hehe)
5. daddy and mommy made a prime rib roast cuz i told them i watned roast beef jokingly when they asked me what i wanted for dinner.. haha.. yum yum. (trust me guys... sooo goood..... )
6. i have a WHOLE stinking calc course to cram into my head... *Sigh*
7. someone wanna help me pack and move?? haha... time to get packin eh?
8. THIS is just for hoeNERD: sammi made them for ME!!!! and you're in big big trouble mister. oh wells.. i probably shouldnt eat all of them... someone has some weight to loose.. haha
9. anyone know of a good diet? cuz yeah.. someone has some mega pounds to loose.... -.-" if you dun get it.. please see alan.. he shall tell you the adventures of "fai fai"
TA-DA. my weekend.. so what did i learn about God this weekend? God tells us to love even tho its so hard. you see theres this guy.... we'll call him mr.a..... lets just say im VERY unhappy with him... and i really really really wanna go and kick him.... or maybe give him a pair of stilettos... rite gurls? ^.~ anways... today in sunday school, i learn that no matter how hard it is, God tells us to love those, and we are to bless our enemies.. funny concept.. so mr.a being my "enemy" even tho he doesnt know me... i shall be praying for him... thanx hunny for being soo smart.. cuz otherwise.. im gonna hafta do a lot of explaining with gap kids.... hahaha...and thats my lesson of the day. man. its soo hard to love!