so another day has gone by, and theres some exciting and some not so exciting news
exciting: i got sleep!!!!! well... it was 7 hrs, and it was wonderful sleep.. i woke up feeling like i had slept and refreshed, and after 4 days of NOT sleeping... woa.. JUST what i needed... mmmm nice.. hehe... so hopefully it'll be the same to nite. but it hsould be better cuz im at home to nite.. hehe.. if my pjs EVER get dried... grr!!!! hahahha... and not so exciting news? hmm... today? was PRODUCTIVE!!!! yay!!! haha... welll "productive" as usual, i planed to do more then i can do.. oh wells... hmm... what did i learn today? it is those times that we feel alone, that we are most un-alone. haha.. that made no sense.. hmm... bascially, when you feel like no one understands you and that all you have going for you isnt going very far, no worries, other ppl have been there before you, and other people are gonna be there after you. connect with your friends, you'll be surprized at what runs through ppls minds. it may be i different situation, but the feeling is the same... support and love each other, through the tough times... and that is the toughes part of His commandment, to love one another. my challenge to you? love others and love yourself for who you are. thats the one thing that i need to work on... its hard to love a person. we all fail. we all mess up. its especially hard to love me. but you know what guys (and gurls for those of us that need me to be soo darn specific)?? God IS love, and at the end of the day, thats all you need to know in your heart. it hurts to love...but its worth the pain.....