*sigh*.. i think i got sick..... '_' someone fix it? please?
someone make my head stop hurting...
someone make the world stop spinning..
it hurts soo much... *whines* wheres my daddy???

oks whatever.. i think im on my own... again..

one thing i found on the net today that kinda struck me. it says:

"A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you,
only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go"

i thought: "how true"... hun if you read this, you know what i mean? yes? no? yes? ...anyways, then i thought of this one song called "dreaming of you"

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you and I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too...

Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight!
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room, dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you ever see me
and I wonder if you know I am there
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?

I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you.

I'll be dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight!
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room, dreaming about you and me

(ahh ahh)
Corazon...
I can't stop dreaming of you...
No puedo dejar pensar en ti
I can't stop dreaming...
Como te necesito
I can't stop dreaming of you!
Mi amor, come te extrano

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
and said "I love you!"
I love you too!

And now I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow and for all my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly!

...how freaky is that??? well... you guys wont think its freaky... but thats cuz you probably dunno whats going on.. and if ya do... oh oks.. hahaha... yeah.. dun ask.... and this is like DON'T ASK...NOT now, and NOT later either!!! haha... *sigh* i remember when i was in love with this song... but then this is kinda a stupid song.. i mean.. why dream of someone when you can just suck in your gut & tell them & potentially BE with them??? funny how i see it now... oh so very funny...but it wont matter. it never matters... cuz i have no say in this, and i have no choice rite? i never do... so why start now? answer? im not. im not gonna start now, it'd be nice to start now.. but i'd probably be too distracted to do anything else.. haha [p.s. if you want my new fav song.. wait for it.. it takes FOREVER to load... *sigh*]

oh... a quick question.. and you answer.. it mite not be such a quick answer... why am i in this bubble? im like living in this bubble of whatever it is.. im not too sure what it is yet.. but im in this bubble.... am i the only one thats living in this bubble? or are other people in this bubble too? hmm.... its soo weird.. i guess its good in a way..but at the same time its not soo good.. hm.....

one final thing...for now.. haha...

A Kiss Is Just A Kiss Til You Find The One You Love
A Hug Is Just A Hug Til Its The One You`re Thinkin Of
A Dream Is Just A Dream Til You Make It Come True
Love Is Jus A Word Til Its Proven To You

think about this...